Good things come to those who wait...

Mood: Relieved

Looks like I didn't do that bad after all! I neglected to mention why I was in such a bad mood my last post. It was because my family decided to go to..... FIVE GUYS... That is the worst possible place to go if your trying to loose weight. I caved in and feasted. The day before I had also ate way too much sugar, like on a previous post (you know, "SUGAR, YEEEEEE!"). But I didn't gain a pound. I could have lost more however. I just got on the scale and says that I weight 260 even. That means I lost 1/2 a pound.

I controlled my eating today and I just got back from the gym and so I know if I continue to do well, I'll see results before I leave. I just have to be patient. I must remember, "Good things come to those who wait."

Crab Bucketin'

Mood: Frustrated

The past few days I haven't posted, I haven't stuck to my routine in terms of my eating. I even think I am gaining back my weight! I still have time to salvage my progress though. I have two weeks until I leave. If I truly buckle down and become very strict, I will make it. I must try very hard.

I'm really upset because I haven't seen any physical changes... I still have these large deposits of fat on my body, and they're not going anywhere. I really feel like I want to give up, but I cant. I need some motivation or something. But what???

Tommorow I'll try hard to stick to what I promised myself...